After almost 1 month of bedrest and full medication, my last ultrasound showed that my supposedly-baby did not develop...I was really devastated. I cried hard.
Now I'm trying to accept it,because I know God has a better plan for us.
Today I went to my OB together with my hubby and Hermione (for emotional support) while we discuss on how to go about my situation. I was prescribed "premalin" to be taken for the next 3 days and will undergo Dilatation and Curretage procedure come Tuesday.
and so I thought I graduated from being put on bedrest,after spending a day in the office I started bleeding again so I decided to rest for two days but then on the 2nd day of my self-imposed downtime - I had mild spotting so I went to St.Lukes with my hubby to see my OB-she had me TVSd and she saw that the supposedly twin was not really a twin GS but an SH, to top it all,the SH doubled,that warranted me to 2 more weeks of bedrest.
Tomorrow we shall be going to another TVS to check the heartbeat of my Little Jacob,I hope I will hear it na - God please let it be.
So what did I do? I' ve been reading Sophie Kinsella's novels,watching movies....TV series,bloghopping,YouTubing and reading a lot of threads from N@W of course FB is another thing to kill time since I can't do anything much - the sad part of it is I never get to play with my darling daughter that much.
The 2-week bedrest has officially ended, tomorrow I will get back to work but still bearing in mind, the doctor's order to be very extra careful, not to spread myself too thinly and not to be get "stressed"...the last one is really hard considering the nature of my job.
Yesterday, I went to my OB, there was no sign of fetal yet but the doctor said not to worry since I may have lately ovulated, the most exciting part of the wait is that the TVS picked up two images of Gestational Sac (or it may be the SH), so there's a possibility that we will be having twins. Well, I'm keeping my fingers crossed but more importantly for the baby/ies to start developing the heart. I hope I can hear the fetal heartbeat next visit. Oh dear Lord, please let it be...
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While travelling plans needs to be discussed with the doctor as early as next visit so we can finalize all arrangements for the much-awaited Bora Trip, well in as much as I wanted to go but if the doctor will not give me the green light to do so...then I can't,case closed! since the baby is far more important than any trip in the whole world.
Speaking of travelling, we chanced upon CebuPac's promo seats, availed a roundtrip ticket for 1/3 of its price to a far far place called SG hehe. Its not for me, its for the husband.
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On another note, Little Bechay will be starting her 6-month medication for PC tomorrow, I hope she will get well, there's also some teeth coming up so she's a little crancky and her appetite is also severely affected, I hope she will be able to regain back the pounds the she shed soon.
Goodluck on my first day back in the jungle called "office" hehe
Yes, I'm pregnant! It came as a surprise but I couldn't be happier, I never thought I would conceive that easily - but I've always wanted a 2-year gap for our babies. So I guess, the power of the mind really works.
Last December I'm having this feeling that I'm pregnant because of the physical signs I'm experiencing, I tested myself last Dec 17,its negative then again last Dec 22, weak positive, last Dec 24, positive then 3 more tests - all are positive.
The sad part is I had to go on bedrest for 2 weeks due to internal hemorrhage around the uterus, and if not taken care of, it could significantly affect my baby...so here I in the four corners of our room. I hope I will have a healthy pregnancy again - just like with Hermione.
I would like the baby to turn out to be a boy - we will name him - Harry Lee Jacob
is a remarkable year for us....primarily because of Hermione. She had grown before our eyes....our 1-year old continues to give us reasons to be happy everyday. 2009 is a very demanding year...but this year, we realized something - God loves us.
Name: JV Home: Manila, Philippines About Me: 30-something. A wife to a wonderful husband. A mother to my little chinita. Career Woman by Choice. A Coffee Drinker.Shopaholic.Book Lover.Blogger.Movie Addict. Know me more
